bintan in another few hours time. oh wells, i was SUPPOSED to be happy and excited about this, but now all i can feel is the tiredness of my puffy eyes due to all the cryings today. thanks teresa for tolerating my rantings. i know it was quite unexpected cos she just called to discuss about xian's birthday. to know what happened, refer to below. even though while i was doing all the scoldings and cursing i do feel this guilty feeling growing inside me, silently telling me that my mother should be feeling sorry over the whole incident already and i should not continue to be angry but NO! i will not be taken over by the guilty-ness and shall continue to make her feel doubly SORRY over this whole episode.








i know you are scrolling down to find that 'something' that made me so angry. but whatever, i just changed my mind cos i am angry now and i shall be 任性 for all i want.