yoz.. juz out from shower. hmm.. why bathe so late ne? cos i was studying in school. sch having this self-study prog tt tables are put in the concourse to provide pioneers to study at night, all the way to 9.00pm.

cool right? haha.. the cooler part is, biscuits and milos are provided! haha.. i think tt's how the sch is trying to support the pioneers bahz..

anyway, the more scary thingy is, ALMOST HALF THE SCHOOL STAYED BACK! hmm.. okay.. prob not half. but the canteen is fully filled and the concourse too. haha.. when the biscuits and milos are out, for tt split second i was wondering if the ppl stayed back for the free supper. hahahaha.. anyway, from the no. of ppl bringing their own cup noodles, i think its pretty obvious they really wanted to study. cool~~

went to see my kwok for the ltc briefing for appointment holders. oh yah, i was picked to be the group 2i/c for tenzing. cool name ah? sum noble person or sth. mr kwok said it means ten zinger burgers from kfc. -_-"'.

anyway, found out who my i/c is le. not sum shuai ge lah. but he seems pretty enthu, and experienced in camp stuffs. (odac-ian u see..) anyway, sumtimes, i really mean sumtimes, i hope he can cool off abit... i mean... bubbling continuously is not exactly a good thing right? but hey, he's cool lah. having a enthu i/c is better den having a quiet i/c den i have to take the lead.

getting the group together makes mi feel rather nervous. u noe they are all of the same age as u. and they are all at leaast a vice-president of their cca. and tt means they are all top leaders. this means tt i have to treat them as a/an ___________. Please fill in the blank. diaoz.. dunno to speak to them in wat manner den suitable leh.. haizo.. leading a group of leaders is not an easy job at all...

anyway, im not gg to bore u guys abt the boring bits of the ltc(leadership training camp), but its some camp ive nv been b4. hmm.. we've got to plan all the progs ourselves.. den trek all the way to the adventure centre from pjc. haha.. tt's the challenging part. i think the whole trekking will take us 5hrs. the worse of all, we have to figure out how to walk there ourselves. heard tt the route is not easy.. got to pass by sum forest or sth.. dark and eerie...

woo~~ so i'd leave the details after ive been thru the camp. but as a very good pre-camp info... we have to study a book 2 inch thick b4 we can go for the camp! haha.. diaoz right... even have to calculate how much calories we need to consume for the breakfast after the trek(oh yah, the trek starts from 7.30pm 1 aug all the way thru the night, so we'd reach the adventure centre in the morning. and straight away continue our activities from there. haha... gg to be real tired..).. so... we have to plan our meals, and do rationing. meaning we dun get to have extra food. if we plan to little, we'd have to starve. oh god!

hmm.. and a very big thanks to u guys who read my last entry and find tt mi very ke lian and come and console mi. yah.. i think i feel better already. and now its not the time to feel sad abt these things too.. hope to see u guys real soon... really miss 4e2 where everyone is so rock. :'(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIXIAN!!!!!! :D

 

called mk, and settle things happened lately. abt attitude and stuff.
I told him prob i became more serious le, so i felt that he's not 'met up to my expectations'. u get wat i mean?
getting more serious.. prob means that i am still not happy. i AM unhappy. extreme (or not?). over-hoping for a nice female friend that can tok to, can go shopping with.
Nono, im not saying gt and mk are not good. but i think there's still a different betw a very close male fren and a very close female fren.
mk, he has js and jason to walk thru all these with him. sometimes i hope im onli being too sensitive towards everything. sometimes i hope that i can cut off bits of my sensitivity, and tt i will become happier. but tt doesnt happen this way.
u noe sometimes the feeling of being alone, all alone. when all ur close frens are in poly. when the onli closer female fren is getting very involved in her own relationship. suddenly u feel out of the whole, out of place. its like, u dun even noe who will accompany u to change into pe attire during pe lessons. u dun even noe who to call for when u need to go down to the mall. u dun even noe who to call when u want to watch some movies. u dun even noe who to call to chat with u during afternoons. u juz dunno who to call.
i have a dream.
i dream that i will be happier. and that i will not live my 2 years in vain.

Once upon a time, there was a ladybird called The Ladybird. It lived in a big greeny grassy place called the field. Everyday, it would go and work in this place called the small greeny grassy place called the patch of grass. There, it met friends like the grasshopper, whose name is The Grasshopper, the ant, whose name is The Ant, and the butterfly, whose name is called The Butterfly.
Soon, they became good friends. Everyday, they will gather after work to sing songs (as they love to sing songs). I think one of the songs goes like that:

I am red, I have black polka dots on my wings
I am multi-colour and I have multi-colour wings
I am greeny and i have invisible wings
I am black and sobz, i have no wings
tra-la-la la-la-la-la-la-la-la~
Too bad blacky doesnt have any wings!

One day, a noisy UFO (unidentified flying object) came. Suddenly, the  small greeny grassy place called the patch of grass was no longer grassy. This means all of them had lost their job. They stayed depressed for days.
However, one day, a morning glory called The Morning Glory came and asked The Ladybird, The Grasshopper, The Ant and The Butterly to work at the far side of the big greeny grassy place.  All of them sounded keen. However, after some consideration, The Grasshopper, The Ant, and The Butterfly rejected the offer. This is because they don't like the purple colour of The Morning Glory. The Ladybird, being a fan of purple colour, decided to accept that offer. It also hoped that by walking to the far side of the big greeny grassy place, it will gain more strength and thus be able to fly further, and see more things.
So, The Ladybird bid farewell to The Grasshopper, The Ant and The Butterfly and set off on its own. The journey was difficult. Along the way were big ugly snails and monster giants. Many at times it lost its way. However, it knew that one day it could reach the far side of the greeny grassy place.
After many days, it finally reach the far side of the greeny grassy place. It discovered then it did not like purple that much after all. However, the strength of its wings were indeed stronger. Thus, it continued to stay in the far side of the greeny grassy place, and hoped that the purple colour will become nicer.
The Ladybird missed its friends at the other far side of the greeny grassy place. Hence, it travelled back for a few days just to see its friends.
The Grasshopper, The Ant and The Butterfly were excited to see The Ladybird. It turned out that a hibiscus called The Hibiscus introduced them to work at the near side of the greeny grassy place. As they discussed about they new work they found at the near side of the greeny grassy place, The Ladybird felt very lonely. It did like red. However, The Ladybird had already chosen purple. Sadly, The Ladybird travelled back to the far side of the greeny grassy place.
The Ladybird hoped that one day, the purple at the far side of the greeny grassy place will merge with the red at the near side of the greeny grassy place to produce pur-ed at the middle part of the greeny grassy place.
-End of Story-

Haha... after soooo long, finally blogging. Hey, but its not my fault okay... my internet was down.. so I disappeared from the net for a couple of days... :P

Hmm... update my mid-year results. haha.... one word to describe. TYCO. Diaoz.. tyco until i oso abit shou lun when i get the papers back. Siao siao one.

First paper to get back is our chinese lit. Got 3rd highest. 62/100. Big achievement for mi okay. The last test i got an O and i was so so so damn sad. Obviously the most sad thing abt the last test is bcos i lost to her... she got an A. Hehe.. this time round can win back le.. I think she got an E. :P Chinese language, 3rd highest. 71.1/100. Hmm... so level to a B for Chinese A. Hmm.. not bad le.. Hehe..

Next paper to get back was Maths. Got 4th highest. 37/60. For a maths idiot like mi... this is another big achievement.(even bigger den the chinese lit) Haha... so there... i am so the heng. So maths is a B.(btw, I won her for this subject oso.. I think she got 35)

Next is GP.... Which i dunno why seem to be one of the small grp of siao ding dongs who went to write abt govt intervention. Anyway, I am oso one of the siao ding dongs who passed my GP. Damn heng for this. I tot i was gg to fail terribly. Hmm got 31/50 for essay and 25.5/50 for comprehension, And the more bu ke si yi thing is, I am the top for GP in my class.

Up to now, u must be wondering, wat kind of gou3 shi3 yun4 i am having now right. Haha.. tt's wat i think too. Anyway, for ore tyco-ness, please continue reading.

hmm.. next to get back is econs. mcq got 21/30. err... considered pretty bad le. haha.. den she got 20/30. And if i din remember wrongly, she said the paper was a breeze. :D ok... i am very the bad. essay got 25/50. haha... damn heng right. when miss kat announced tt the highest was 26/50, i as exclaiming, huh! highest 26 onli?? den its like... a very borderline pass. ok, she the 26 come from her and livia. and so the next name is mine. den i was like... ok.... so i passed! hahaha.... so the grade for econs is a C, same as her. Haiz...

Hmm.. the last to get back is chem. very dramatic. before the giving out of papers, mr lim said tt shuxuan and her passed, and four girls passed in our class. so naturally all the guys are already no hope le. But for mi, i oso no hope le, cos there are two girls in our class chem very qiang de, name haven said out yet. so.... i was gg to fail chem.... BUT DEN! I got 61.1/100..... A B! Oh my.... how can anyone be more tyco den mi le.... she got 50/100. Also pretty heng lah.

Okay. Its results announcement time.
                           She                                 Me
GP                     failed                             57.5 B4
Maths               35 C                                37 B
Chemistry      50 D                                61.1 B
Economics     57.5 C                            57.5 C
Chinese A       ?? C                                 68 B

Drumrolls please..... so the winner is..... LIM WAN ZHEN! yeah! ok... nothing to be happy abt. I still have my promos to worry. and its coming in another 2½ months.

Summary of other events tt happened during this few days when internet was down.

• chosen to represent CO for leadership training camp. hesitating to go or not. cos tt will mean sacrifacing one week of lessons
• jiasiu broke his collar bone while running 100m during p.e. had operation on fri. currently discharged and at home.
• last sat was shijia's birthday. mk forgotten abt it. bravo. heng i reminded him.
• fri afternoon while mk was working out at the gym, mi, gt, lf chatting in the classroom. toked abt the stupid attitude mk was giving mi. lf agree tt his attitude worsen le. so sadden tt nearly creid. haiz.
• supposed to study hard this weekend. end up playing zoo tycoon, cos juz installed dino digs(can have a zoo of dinosaures!!)
• New teachers are generally okay. Mr Charlie Chan, a J2 chem tutor came to relief Mr Lim while he was on course. Wow.. he's my new o xiang man. totally rocks. round round one. slacker attitude. But chem very pro. haiz... how i wish can tio him as chem tutor.

Hmm... tt's basically wat happened during these few days le... haha...

Woohoo~ when we first informed we had to went for tt ceremony, we were abit.. siazo.. den shldnt waste out time on it and things liddat.. but it was so damn cool.. haha..

3rd of July.
It was in the national stadium btw, and the whole place was filled with ppl. bcos of the diff colour of the uniforms, the whole place was very colourful! and u can the distinctive colours in the spectator's seats.. so nice...

Okay.. the uniform groups started marching in. And once again i regretted not joining the uniform groups. so shuai~~!!! style manz... but the bad thing abt the parade commander is that he uses a mike... not very style hor..

Anyway.. the whole thing looks like a mini national day parade! the minister of education... erm.. the one with the long long name one.. mr thama sth.. hmm... anyway, the stood on tt car and went past all the audiences..!! u noe wat normally the president will do?? Yah~ he waved anyway, and i dun get it why the audiences are so excited and waving back to him.. hmm.. may ive been seeing too much le... he's been appearing in all ceremonies. so i was thinking, sian... his face again. Btw, i think he's the most fortunate minister ever.. get to stand on tt car... haha..

Anyway, the G.O.H.s was obviously holding on the some black metal stuff. ok, they are guns. so.... they tried some stunts with it... (like the normal things u see them doing).. den suddenly..... THEY FIRED! AND REAL BULLETS FLYING OUT!!! ok... obviously u CANT see the bullets flying out. u juz hear some sounds and see some smoke. but at least, ITS REAL GUNS WITH REAL BULLETS! hahaha.. and gimteng was like.... f*** all the way cos when he participated in SYF he din have bullets... haha... den whole lot of suan him... this is the first thing it looks like the ndp.

Another reason why it looked like the ndp was because of the 5 flying objects above our heads... some planes. Haha... we were like... MY GOD!!! ok.. actually they are basically 5 remote-controlled object controlled by the Singapore Youth Flying Club. hehe... it was very nice sia..

The third thing it look like the ndp was because of..... PARACHUTES! diaoz.. when they are first released from the air, i tot they are too remote-controlled cos i din think any sec sch ppl will have the chance to learn parachutes. so in the end when its real ppl flying down, i kana shoot by everybody. thanks... -_-. Oh yah.. they are the SAF commandos btw... diaoz... who will noe the SAF ppl will oso come right..

obviously the most interesting part of the ceremony was the display band competition. Deyi sec, Tanjong Pagar sec, Bowen sec and a combined team took part.. cos they got gold in the syf. their performance was like... WOW!! spectatcular! marvallous!!! unbelievable!! haha.... their drum major all very stylo. one dropped the.... stick?? or watever u called tt.. and uses his leg to kicked it up before continuing. Tanjong katong obviously won... for the nth time. haha.. but one interesting thing abt their formation is they have an elephant shape.. and the trunk can move one. at the end of it, the end of the trunk actually gave out smoke!... haha.. cute... actually the last guy was holding on the a fire extinguisher alike thingy... haha... creative hor..

hehe... after tt walked to kallang mrt station. took nearly 2 hrs cos we dunno where it is and took the wrong direction. went to bt timah to have our dinner cum supper. reach home at 11pm and juz in time to watch all in final episode. ;)

Tml's chem paper, mi now slacking, cos like nothing to study liddat... hehe... mayb get up earlier to chiong abit. im setting wu di as the alarm clock, so shouldnt miss the time...

Why i say shouldnt miss the time leh? Haha.. muz be wondering im always late,.. so watz the news? No lah.. cos on the maths day (29 june).. paper at 12.30. alarm clock din ring. and guess who woke mi up?? MY FATHER! He's a life saver! He woke mi up at 11.10am. Heng manz.. juz good enuff.... Love him man.... *muacks*

Anyway, today's chinese lit paper was... okay. my thinking flows, tt's the good part. and i dun need to spend much time thinking of wat to write. the bad part is, i finished the paper in 2hrs and 20mins!!! left 40 mins tiao ka!! haha.. but realised after tt i missed out one ques, so spent another 10mins finishing tt up... and another 10 mins liquid-ing all the wrong characters, and spend another 10 mins stoning, den spend another 10 mins sleeping. Hahaz..

Miss Lin annouced tt on tues we have to go back to sch to prepare for the MT day... the whole grp was like... HUH??!? THAT'S A MARKING DAY MAN! and.... IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A HOLIDAY!! okay... haiz... but cheered up abit cos she's teaching us how to tie the zhong guo jie... and after tt there's an outing to some musuem to see some chinese painting. Miss Lin says its from Shanghai, and Singapore is the only stop in SEA tt the exhibition is gg to be held.. hmm.. hope tt will be nice...

My compo has resurfaced itself... haha... the one pinned on the chinese department board. Anyway, Miss Lin handed tt to some publisher tt seems to be very prestigous, and its supposed to be of some standard.. err... actually half the time i was standing there worrying, so din really hear abt the very-very-well known-and-high standard-publisher... cos her motive is to make sure tt the compo is really our work, not some copied stuff. I was like... omg.. my last para was like... sort of straight from the jimmy's website? diaoz... i tried telling Miss Lin abt tt.... and she say its fine... cos some mo fang is okay.. Anyway... if u can sense it... Im still very worried. Wat if im caught becos i violated some copyright laws? Den will i be sent to jail or pay a huge huge fine? OH NO!! Haiz... but Miss Lin assured mi its really fine. Hope so. Dun want to be in jail.

Tml is chem paper(as i have mentioned on top).. and i dunno wat i dunno... and its supposed to be my last paper.. (hahaz... cos econs P1 on sat... but P1.... u noe... P1... haha.. nobody will study for it one lah..)

Friday is play time. ;)